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IROND
CD
2007

SUICIDE SERVICE

SS.071
Bittersweet Mixture
Between Your Deaths
It’s Time
Virtual Trap
Early Snow
My Poison
(You Are) Living Pictures
Together
Craving For The End
Memory…

All instrumental parts for “Suicide Service” were recorded during autumn 2005 – spring 2006, Die Records;
Vocals recorded during winter - spring 2007, U-Max Studio.
Mixed and mastered by Evgeny Vinogradov, Die Records.

Drums and Percussion by Andrey Sukhanov;
Bass and all guitars by Michael Guzz;
Keyboards by Elena Gorbunova;
Vocals and back vocals by Victor Kukoverov and Svetlana Glukhreva;
Growling (4, 7) by Michael Guzz;
Spoken words (7) by Elena Gorbunova.

Music by Michael Guzz;
Lyrics by Elena Gorbunova (2 – 6, 9, 11), Hellena Gindina (10), Sergey Prokofiev (7, 8);
Arrangements by Michael Guzz & FMN. 

Photo by Valery Drygin;
Conception by Andrey Sukhanov;
Design by Igor “Jeff” Polyakov;
Pictures by Inna F. (www.inka-f.narod.ru)

 

SS.071

Bittersweet Mixture

Feeling your warm breath, oh, so sweetly teasing, dying now… born on counting ten / Loving you to death, truth from you concealing, mixing tears and joy in my cold hands / With my blood I’ll find your love…  Purified by our desire, neither love or life we want to save / Rolling stars and burning fire… You belong to here and now. I belong to nowhere in the end / Holding you so tight, pain’s becoming pleasure… in our world all the meanings changed / You are my delight, your torment I treasure. Scars on our souls we hide so well / With your blood you’ll find my love… Purified by our desire, neither love or life we want to save / Rolling stars and burning fire… You belong to here and now. I belong to nowhere in the end / Crystal tears have filled your eyes. Ask me to prolong this pain / Caught in prison of my lies, fear is pumping through your veins / Purified by our desire, neither love or life we want to save / Rolling stars and burning fire… You belong to here and now. I belong to nowhere in the end… 

Between Your Deaths 

So possessed by death I test my razor on your breath / Holding at your sides I wait until the shriek subsides / No other witness, just wind is braiding your hair / Deep in my heart, deep in my soul, deep under water I leave you / Reasons to stay, reasons to go wouldn’t have changed anything, no! / Deep in my heart, deep in my soul…/ The time between your deaths a thousand thrills have filled my breast / The memory is gone, just gift of silence is here alone / And shot with darkness I fall in love with your lies / Deep in my heart, deep in my soul, deep under water I leave you / Reasons to stay, reasons to go wouldn’t have changed anything, no! / Deep in my heart, deep in my soul…/ Between the motion and the act shadow falls / Between desire and existence is crawls / Shade without colour either shape without form…/ Is this the essence we become after all? / Deep in my heart, deep in my soul, deep under water I leave you. Reasons to stay, reasons to go wouldn’t have changed anything, no! / Deep in my heart, deep in my soul… 

It’s Time    

So is it the moment to redeem for your darkest deeds? / Or has he just come to bring you peace, eternal relief? / Lost in a dream… you think you are still alive! / Here you are full of horror. No escaping no matter what you do / There’s just one way to follow, and your hangman is waiting here for you / At night when you woke, you heard him knock hard on your door / You now see the turning of the lock, it is time to go! / Lost in a dream… Could be you’re already dead! / Here you are full of horror. No escaping no matter what you do / There’s just one way to follow, and your hangman is waiting here for you / Here you are full of horror. No escaping no matter what you do / There’s just one way to follow, and your hangman is waiting here for you… 

Virtual Trap

Days when we were friends have long gone by, nights when we were lovers are the past / Still you haunt my body and my mind. I have tried to track you down, but I failed to follow you, my love / Into your emerald eyes, into your promising smile, into this virtual trap I fall to feel I am still alive / I stay awake every night, to keep you out of my dreams. Why don’t you just let me be, my darling? Please, simply let me live / Truth is that I know you are not real. But I’ praying for the spell to last / I have changed my names so many times. You think I’m insane, but is it…They think I’m insane, is it a crime? / Into your emerald eyes, into your promising smile, into this virtual trap I fall to feel I am still alive / I stay awake every night, to keep you out of my dreams. Why don’t you just let me be, my darling? Please, simply let me live / I hate what I’ve become. My pride is broken down. I hope you satisfied / Into your emerald eyes, into your promising smile, into this virtual trap I fall to feel I am still alive / I stay awake every night, to keep you out of my dreams. Why don’t you just let me be, my darling? Please, simply let me live… 

Early Snow

Here it goes again the angel of my fears, the sun has vanished in its twilight glow / Why November came disturbing our spring? With cold dark our distance grows / And rain keeps falling down, together we shall drown with our dream / Late rose filled with early snow, so is the fall of your love / Raindrops of hope turning to stone…cry of the mourning dove / Air is too thin, wings are too weak beating the invisible light / Can bear no more this cold you feel flying to the freezing fire / Every step we take towards our hiding place we are crashed with loveless wind so strong / No more use of changing rules or changing ways… still illusion fades away / And rain keeps falling down, together we shall drown with our dream / Late rose filled with early snow, so is the fall of your love / Raindrops of hope turning to stone…cry of the mourning dove / Air is too thin, wings are too weak beating the invisible light / Can bear no more this cold you feel flying to the freezing fire… Flying to the freezing fire… 

My Poison

You known there is something that keeps me alive, wade for the darkness / Somebody is happy with all that they have host to this party / Break your thing and hear my eyes, everything is here but silence why don’t you believe me? Even thought I don’t exist, I’m no more, but you feel my lasting presence / If you realize that what you are just fades away and I may let you tray my poison / You know there is something that keeps me alive, wade through the darkness / Somebody is happy to keep to themselves, broken to pieces / Break your thing and hear my eyes, everything is here but silence why don’t you believe me? Even thought I don’t exist, I’m no more, but you feel my lasting presence / If you realize that what you are just fades away and I may let you tray my poison / See your eyes are crying now, but your heat’s numb anyway / Break your thing and hear my eyes, everything is here but silence why don’t you believe me? Even thought I don’t exist, I’m no more, but you feel my lasting presence / If you realize that what you are just fades away and I may let you tray my poison…

(You are) Living Pictures

Just walking through people’s live to another photograph whenever you turn the page / Like love loving, like carrying on, in a moment it’s all gone… Dreamcatcher… Forfeited age… / No emotions ride on the cold whiny surface, take other in before claiming one dead / Toxin in your hair’s never there for a purpose, lend me a day that I could not forget / Wall-talking don’t answer crawl…faded glory of the past. Will someone bring in the light? / An imag, a frame that feels might-have-felt sin no appeals. Take time now, all angels fall /  No emotions ride on the cold whiny surface, take other in before claiming one dead / Toxin in your hair’s never there for a purpose, lend me a day that I could not forget / De-colored world set in motion hiding a secret of pain. No promise springs from devotion, broken and flat all the same / Imagine there hollow faces take on all color of life. Imagine it’s all over / No emotions ride on the cold whiny surface, take other in before claiming one dead / Toxin in your hair’s never there for a purpose, lend me a day that I could not forget / No emotions there… 

Together

I hate myself. I hate myself for lies I‘m telling you each time / But you don’t care, you pray for words you long to hear. You’re my crime / I’m breaking every human law to steal your smile. I’ll drain your heart and soul, but I know you don’t mind / And we’ll ride the heavens tonight. Burn together chasing the light. High above we’ll play in the fire / Don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid now when the sun has gone away / Obey your fate. The time has come for you to murder and create / I’m breaking every human law to steal your smile. I’ll drain your heart and soul, but I know you don’t mind / And we’ll ride the heavens tonight. Burn together chasing the light. High above we’ll play in the fire / You’re breaking every human law to steal my smile. You’ll drain my heart and soul, but you know I don’t mind / And we’ll ride the heavens tonight. Burn together chasing the light. High above we’ll play in the fire…  

Craving For The End

Don’t try to stop me, I have some precious dreams to kill. Don’t try to hurt me, I don’t care… I don’t care, I feel no thrill / Since life has touched me, sky’s never seemed to be the same. Since pity’s left me, I don’t need… I don’t need to play this game… Cruel and useless game / ‘Cause I drown into my sorrow, while your angels creep waiting for their last tomorrow… /Thought I can beseech you no more, just before I sleep give me some pain I could die for… / Craving for the end, oh, yet I’ve caving for your lips… No need to pretend, come and taste all the blame that my soul reaps / The art of crying just helps again to seem alive. The art of dying beckons me ‘cause I’ve gonna cease my life…cold and empty life / ‘Cause I drown into my sorrow, while your angels creep waiting for their last tomorrow… /Thought I can beseech you no more, just before I sleep give me some pain I could die for… / There’s no more lie to forgive, our midnight secrets we’ve hidden. There’s no one here to believe, I see no gods in your Eden… /  ‘Cause I drown into my sorrow, while your angels creep waiting for their last tomorrow… / Thought I can beseech you no more, just before I sleep give me some pain I could die for… 

Memory…

Scared of my mind, scared of what you want me to be, scared of faces staring at me I’m falling down / Bleeding with love, praying for the sweet kiss of death, tired tears dissolving my eyes, I’m falling down / Say you want me to stay, lie to me just for one last time, just one smile and I’ll fade out of your mind / So goodbye, don’t look back. Time is right and the right place is here. Your embrace and you grace… my memory / Soul’s torn apart…You won’t see my soul tear apart. Freezing silence filling my heart… Feel no more sorrow / Tears left behind… All my tears I now leave behind, I don’t need them now that I’m blind, my eyes are hollow / Say you want me to stay, lie to me just for one last time, just one smile and I’ll fade out of your mind / So goodbye, don’t look back. Time is right and the right place is here. Your embrace and you grace…my memory / Tired of light I choose the darkest night. Unquiet life’s changed for the tranquil light…

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